[Lyric] It hurts im trying (Raven! (@ravenssblood))

They think im a bad kid

Im just trying so hard

No one looks that far, all they see is my scars

These days i wanna give up

But ive made it this far

And it tears me apart, and it tears me apart

I guess i dont know where to start

I guess i wonder where we are

I wish i could just ask you questions, but you left me, far apart

Its getting way too hard to get up out my bed, no more

I think that i just need my final rest, it'd be adored
And i dont look up when i speak

I can't look you in the eye

Cuz in my eyes theres water, will just fall and tears will dry

Im losing hope, but its alright

I dont really feel alright

I just wrote my exit ticket, then i tried to say goodbye

The words can't come, i wonder why

I wonder if im gonna die

I wonder if youre all right

I wonder if youre all right

I wander in the night on my own

And im looking at the moon, and i hope it takes me home

And im so lost these days, need a bullet to my dome
I just might pull the trigger if you leave my ass alone

Im in love with the reds, im in love with the drugs

You can never get me off em cuz i really fucked up

Pill bottle open and i need to re-up

You know i am not happy unless im off these fucking drugs

Its getting to the point ive had enough

Im running out of money, out of funds

I might just go and give up

Im just high as shit, its kinda fun

I be in the back but not on purpose though

Every one forgets me, whats your purpose though?

I dont even wanna fuckin though

I dont even give a fuck hell no
Raven!