[Lyric] It was never meant to be (Ewy)

I talk to you like it hasnt affected me
Like it didn't rip a scar, directly between my knees
But i dont hate you, i just dont want you to worry
I didn't wanna fuck up any kinda thing that you had goin

I know that it was probably a blip to you
Its easy to laugh about all the things that you already have
Poppy seeds and white roses
The glint of light refracting off the sheets

So here i am behind the looking glass
Seeing how life couldve been
But for one night i feel safety and warmth
But god knows, it was never meant to be
Some things are never meant to be