[Lyric] Its getting worse (Typx)

You been doing it again
Playing games with my head
Crossing over riddles to whatever you meant
Man, I had enough of playing hide and seek
Because you Peak arguments by blaming them on me
And I know you got a lot going right now
Feel free to vent it out in every little sound I make
Talking in my sleep, ridden by mistakes in not sure that if I made
But I'll take them for your sake

You push it off as family
But a family can only be if you're part of me
And partly guess you are, still i water the plants hoping we'll grow out eventually

Always saying things accidentally
Like a broken record, always on repеat
Tried to be honest, triеd to be me
Kept your feet on it, tried to break free
But you're Still on it

You say you've been having nightmares
Tired changing the colour night wears
Staring down the monster in the closet
Even if I was scared, I was taught to love it
Learned that when I need it most, I won't be heard
Everything I get is what I deserve
All the grades that I write are my worth
Keep going down cos im getting worse

And damn
I never meant to hate you
Hate whats brewing up inside you
That brownish goo of always too much
Disgust
No love, never enough

Not really sure what to do now
Bound to your power, chained to the way out
I've been losing my mind, tryna figure out
If it's true what you say, cos I always find doubts

Running in this crazy shit
Come an have a laugh down at our circus pit
We don't show clowns, just a crazy bitch
Pulling out her hair because she's loosing it