[Lyric] ​​its not getting easier (lil skele)

[Verse 1: lil skele]
You made me feel nauseous
I keep getting sick
Can't remember where it started
Can't forget all that you did to me
You tasted so bittersweet
I still see you every time I sleep
I gave you every part of me, I bet you couldn't tell
I fall in love with narcissists, don't care about myself
I just go through sedatives, keep fucking up my health
What's the point of Heaven? I already live in Hell

[Refrain: lil skele]
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, it's just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna try and live
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, it's just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna try and live
[Bridge: lil skele]
I said that I loved you (Save me)
I gave you the blood from my skin
I tried everything, admit it
It's hard but I did it
You left me too damaged
This time it won't fix

[Verse 2: heylog]
I'm calling for you, are you with someone else?
The pics on my phone are nowhere to be found
Would it surprise you if I took myself?
I might just die here when no one's around
But I made a choice that I regret
Stomp out the house from what I said
And now it's too late to apologize
Fumbled my words, I guess this is goodbye

[Refrain: heylog]
I wish I did better, thinking all the time
Baby it's whatever, see you in the next life
I'm trying to forget her but god it feels impossible
Now she's just a number floating in my phone
I wish I did better, thinking all the time
I don't make any sense and it makes me wanna cry
But I look like I'm stupid and she say that it's fine
Girl you're pretty funny, tell another lie, woah