[Lyric] Its Not Personal Experience Its Just Another Disorder (Caitlyn Tibbles)

[Verse One]
A few more minutes feeling like a funeral service
And the time's moving sorry slow
And she doesn't seem to notice that it isn't just as simple as simply saying no
A few years later and a few more favors
And your friends are around again
And they didn't wanna listen when you told them just a minute
So you looked in their face and said

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe he's the one
Or maybe he's the sun
Or maybe he's another craze I'll forget when the chеmicals fade
Maybe I'm his bettеr half
And maybe he's mine too
I don't know if what I'm saying will make any sense to you

[Chorus]
So listen to my words
And listen to this verse
Cause everything I ever write
He listens to it first
I'll never write the next Jolene
I'll never be a singing queen
But I hope that what I write is good enough for you
[Verse Two]
Father
Please forgive me for all of my mortal sins
And mother
Please forgive me for being born yet again
I don't get why you pretend to love me when you don't
And when you say you do
It's like the next big Broadway show

[Chorus]
So listen to my words
And listen to this verse
Cause everything I ever write
He listens to it first
I'll never write the next Jolene
I'll never be a singing queen
But I hope that what I write is good enough for you

[Verse Three]
You don't really love me
You're incapable of it and I really feel that now
Cause everything I do is an attention grab to you
Cause I'm a waste of space somehow
And she's your little baby
She's your favorite one and only cause your alternate is me
[Chorus]
So listen to my words
And listen to this verse
Cause everything I ever write
He listens to it first
I'll never write the next Jolene
I'll never be a singing queen
But I hope that what I write is good enough for you

[Verse Four]
Take a step back, read a book, and have a snack
And ponder on your past
And everyone you've cut off has some words to say about you
So here's a little fact
If all your little children and all your little exes
And your brothers and sisters too
Have found a way to make you into a monster
A way to demonize you
If everyone hates you and everything wrong
Is the fault of someone else
Then maybe take a step back and realize the problem has always been yourself

[Chorus]
So listen to my words
And listen to this verse
Cause everything I ever write
He listens to it first
I'll never write the next Jolene
I'll never be a singing queen
But I hope that what I write is good enough for you
[Outro]
Like you do