[Lyric] Journal entries (Haley Michelle)

Writing countless journal entries that resemble nothing of the truth
Trying to convince future me that everything is going smooth
I've convinced everyone around me that everything's going okay
But how do I convince myself in the same way?

I'm lying
My soul is crying out for help
My mind's doing fine
But my heart is the one that will yell
The more I write, the more I try
To cover everything up
Writing journal entries
Just isn't enough

Current me just wants to rip the pages, burn them in a dangerous fire
I'm ignoring the tear stains in places, just want to call this girl a liar
Everyone is seeing through me, I can't keep this going for long
Everybody but me can see that these journal entries are wrong

I'm lying
My soul is crying out for help
My mind's doing fine
But my heart is the one that will yell
The more I write, the more I try
To cover everything up
Writing journal entries
Just isn't enough
Lying to yourself isn't as easy as it seems
It's hard to ask for help when you can't hear your own screams

I'm lying
My soul is crying out for help
My mind's doing fine
But my heart is the one that will yell
The more I write, the more I try
To cover everything up
Writing journal entries
Just isn't enough