[Lyric] ​keep a secret (polearm)

[Verse 1]
Not really sure if i need you, I'm still looking around for a substance
Every time that I see you, you’re walking around like he doesn’t
I try so hard not to act like i’m above it
Please don’t call me you’re soulmate, 'cause in the end, he wasn’t

[Verse 2]
Can you keep a secret?
They won’t ever have to know it if you don’t repeat it
I’m not the one to show you everything that you’ve been dreamin'
I’m not present, but I’m sick of staring at the ceiling

[Verse 3]
Keep your feelings
I’ve been feeling lonely
And every time, I ask myself, “But does she even know me”
I could try and write a song, but it can’t ever hold me
And if you could take it back, you’d still say what you told me

[Refrain]
As if there’s something to feel
[Verse 4]
I’m swearing as soon as you opened the door was the moment you had me
As badly as I wanna be in love, I can’t be
The role that I know that I only can play is the hopeless romantic
But the way you come onto me is honestly sending me into a panic

[Verse 5]
Stop asking me how I’ve been doing, it’s all in the music
Lately, I don’t feel like it’s my life, how did it come to this?
Don’t know how much longer I’ll do this
It’s been so hard by myself but at least I won’t ever stop trying
Can’t say that I haven’t been crying
Can’t say I don’t think about dying