[Lyric] Kenes track (Sxdszn)

[Verse]
Yeah, uh
I gave a girl a piece of my heart
So how am i supposed to act like i dont need her at all
Are my emotions begging for her?
I'm just leaving em raw
Are my decisions going stupid?
I just need to be wrong

And for a minute i ain't really talk to people at all
Because i couldn't help but feel like their all leading me on
Everybody telling me that i just need to be strong
And i'm sitting here just wishing i could feel it at all

Cause right i'm feeling hopeless and my mind is kinda dark
Doing everything i can to throw away my broken heart
And my motivation broken, i don't еven own a spark
It's like I'm on the opеn ocean, i don't even own a chart

And I'm feeling really dark, when there's nothing on my mind
Taking everything i knew before and leave it all behind
Taking everything i was and in my mind i saw it die
Thought if i can't really live, then i don't wanna survive
Unwanted, daunted, feeling haunted
Paranoia made it so i just can't sleep
And i dont wanna go to bed
I'd rather stay awake instead
Cause i don't wanna see this dream repeat

Down bad, profoundly sad
After losing everything I only thought i had
Like a stranger to myself, feeling uglier than sin
How am i supposed to turn into a person then again?

Hide in the moonlight, burn in the sun
Waiting for someone to come with silver bullet and gun
Trying everything i can to make this hurting be done

Try to make a broken recipe just learn to be right
Tryna make a solid path with all these burdens in life
Cause i know how hard it is to try to turn in a vice
I'm addicted to these women that i see on my phone
That'll love me for a minute and then leave me alone

[Outro]
But im hoping that they arm it right
And for it then i will still fight
This hope it just keeps me alive
They tell ya
But i'm praying that they arm it right
And while waiting then i will still fight
This hope it just keeps me alive
They tell ya

This hope it just keeps me alive