Literal hole in my heart...(breathe) maybe that’s why I ain’t able to love ya whole
Or maybe I’m too far in my head, shit I suppose
Barely loving myself...they say that’s what matter the most?
Family thinkin I’m well when I’m barely staying afloat
I’m knowing they unaware of the heavy burdens I tote
Living with these regrets but them chapters already wrote
Tho they weighing me down still I gotta pedal this boat..
And I know...just tryna maintain
This shit be seeming like a task when you don’t feel sane
Thеm suicidal thoughts that make you wanna spill brains
But shit instead of crashing out I’m tryna find my lane
Usеd to force myself in seclusion tryna hide my pain
Why be reclusive when so many people feel the same?
Don’t be afraid to push for change if you one who relate..
Them hi’s and lows ups and the downs, everyday ain’t ya day
Playa this game don’t stop fa nothin so we makin plays
And even when I feel detached I’m still gon motivate
Druggin and clubbin but the misery don’t go away
No I ain’t judging lil sista because I do the same, just tryna conversate
If we gon prosper in this bitch ya see we gotta congregate
That’s out the gate...our human rights they tryna confiscate
Every meal that we earned they tryna take it off the plate
Ain’t no love or no pity this shit been up in ya face...
Tight like hallways, keepin real...always
Observant to the game...shit I’m just watching how the ball play
Niggas they pump fake, I stay away for my sake
No limitations in this world, it’s what you create
I vow to forever keep it playa thruout the duration of this game of life
Fa what I love I sacrifice...
Need you to understand...my soul it can’t be priced...because I’m ascending
Our ancestors tryna speak to its direct descendants
Split by social constructs but we all goods children
So...whether you on the floor or touchin the ceiling...really
We all see the same ending..
Or maybe I’m too far in my head, shit I suppose
Barely loving myself...they say that’s what matter the most?
Family thinkin I’m well when I’m barely staying afloat
I’m knowing they unaware of the heavy burdens I tote
Living with these regrets but them chapters already wrote
Tho they weighing me down still I gotta pedal this boat..
And I know...just tryna maintain
This shit be seeming like a task when you don’t feel sane
Thеm suicidal thoughts that make you wanna spill brains
But shit instead of crashing out I’m tryna find my lane
Usеd to force myself in seclusion tryna hide my pain
Why be reclusive when so many people feel the same?
Don’t be afraid to push for change if you one who relate..
Them hi’s and lows ups and the downs, everyday ain’t ya day
Playa this game don’t stop fa nothin so we makin plays
And even when I feel detached I’m still gon motivate
Druggin and clubbin but the misery don’t go away
No I ain’t judging lil sista because I do the same, just tryna conversate
If we gon prosper in this bitch ya see we gotta congregate
That’s out the gate...our human rights they tryna confiscate
Every meal that we earned they tryna take it off the plate
Ain’t no love or no pity this shit been up in ya face...
Tight like hallways, keepin real...always
Observant to the game...shit I’m just watching how the ball play
Niggas they pump fake, I stay away for my sake
No limitations in this world, it’s what you create
I vow to forever keep it playa thruout the duration of this game of life
Fa what I love I sacrifice...
Need you to understand...my soul it can’t be priced...because I’m ascending
Our ancestors tryna speak to its direct descendants
Split by social constructs but we all goods children
So...whether you on the floor or touchin the ceiling...really
We all see the same ending..
( Rakim Sirrah )
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