I'm tired of not being enough for anyone
I’m tired of seeming weak to everyone
I'm tired of going to bed every night wishing
Wishing I would just be loved by someone
Just because I got depression doesn't mean you have to pretend to like me just to protect me
It hurts worse when you lie to me instead of just telling me the truth in the beginning
I’m not as weak as some of you fucking think
If you don't like me, then fucking leave
I'm not forcing you to stay
All y'all ever do is play
Play with my feelings and play with my mind
Y'all the reason I can't tell between truth and lie
Now I got trust issues cause all y'all hurt me
Now I got anger cause all y'all burned me
Now I’m always close to grabbing that belt
And tying it round my neck everyday and it’s concerning
I drink everyday and smoke every night
I know it ain't good but at this point fuck life
It ain’t ever been kind, it's never felt right
Man for 19 fucking years it's been a losing fight
I can't change it, I’m at a standstill
My life's just forever going downhill
I gotta accept it, I know it's depressing
I've changed and it seems like my life's even more messy
I ain't as social as I once was
Not many people have my trust
I don't even recognize myself
Cause I'm not the person I once was
I ain't the nice guy that loved everyone
I'm the guy smoking weed when the night comes
I've changed so fucking much
I feel bad for the people I love
“A” fuck you for starting this
Fuck you for the cuts on my wrists
Fuck you for beginning the cycle that's now got me
Searching for answers in a place that doesn't exist
“T” fuck you for the constant reminder that you never wanted me
Fuck you for leading me on and pretending to care and check on me
You never loved me, I shouldn't be surprised
Felt like everything that came out of your mouth was a lie
I could go on if you'd like, I could continue
I could name drop some more bitches that created this hell that I've been through
They took the thumbtacks and took my heart
And saw a wall for it to be pinned to
One last thing and I know some'll get triggered
But I don't really give a fuck cause bitch I'm fucking bigger
I promise that you ain't her only mans
If she says “Save 20% off on my OnlyFans”
I’m tired of seeming weak to everyone
I'm tired of going to bed every night wishing
Wishing I would just be loved by someone
Just because I got depression doesn't mean you have to pretend to like me just to protect me
It hurts worse when you lie to me instead of just telling me the truth in the beginning
I’m not as weak as some of you fucking think
If you don't like me, then fucking leave
I'm not forcing you to stay
All y'all ever do is play
Play with my feelings and play with my mind
Y'all the reason I can't tell between truth and lie
Now I got trust issues cause all y'all hurt me
Now I got anger cause all y'all burned me
Now I’m always close to grabbing that belt
And tying it round my neck everyday and it’s concerning
I drink everyday and smoke every night
I know it ain't good but at this point fuck life
It ain’t ever been kind, it's never felt right
Man for 19 fucking years it's been a losing fight
I can't change it, I’m at a standstill
My life's just forever going downhill
I gotta accept it, I know it's depressing
I've changed and it seems like my life's even more messy
I ain't as social as I once was
Not many people have my trust
I don't even recognize myself
Cause I'm not the person I once was
I ain't the nice guy that loved everyone
I'm the guy smoking weed when the night comes
I've changed so fucking much
I feel bad for the people I love
“A” fuck you for starting this
Fuck you for the cuts on my wrists
Fuck you for beginning the cycle that's now got me
Searching for answers in a place that doesn't exist
“T” fuck you for the constant reminder that you never wanted me
Fuck you for leading me on and pretending to care and check on me
You never loved me, I shouldn't be surprised
Felt like everything that came out of your mouth was a lie
I could go on if you'd like, I could continue
I could name drop some more bitches that created this hell that I've been through
They took the thumbtacks and took my heart
And saw a wall for it to be pinned to
One last thing and I know some'll get triggered
But I don't really give a fuck cause bitch I'm fucking bigger
I promise that you ain't her only mans
If she says “Save 20% off on my OnlyFans”
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