[Verse]
I've been drinking lately, ain't give a fuck how I'm feeling lately
Brain-dead from the weed inhaling, I'm tryna be amazing
It's the scene I'm saving, back when it was pills I'm craving
I'm craving, far from saving, I'm a coward whose opinion is sour
No one's close to me, never allow it
And when I do if it lasts long I doubt it
Certain things I ain't proud of, sniffing on powders but imma do this rap shit
The fact is, unwanted like rat shit, I was that kid
Sit alone, used to moan, get stoned to cope and that's it
Back when choofing back a fat sesh
But looking back, had shit built up, I think I need a spinal tap
Never know if this finna be my final rap, fried off caps, mind all blank
Looking for something to hold onto, I guess that's why I choke on beugs
Sometimes I swear I'm ChoZon, true
Thе cones and booze, I'm nevеr sober, boo
Got told I'd be nothing, so far true, I'm worthless
Not sure what my purpose on Earth is, I'm tryna learn it
I ain't feel real, I just observe shit
Kinda nervous for the final curtain, gave it time I'm still hurting
Bipolar as fuck, that's for certain
Got no respect, I'm tryna earn it
Every bridge I build, it ends up burning
So now I'm fucked off these pills, my head's deserted
The yak is what I need when I'm too fucked up
In two months, cunt, I'll be fuckin seventeen still chasing this dream
Crazy to think three years ago I was faded off beans, something like fourteen
Now I'm just smoking cones and having a forced feed
Never tryna eat, every time I do it fucks with who I'm tryna be
Eating gets pretty tiring, G
So when life be tryna fire me I tell it "I quit, you fucked up by hiring me"
[Outro]
Fuck
Oi man I just wanna spit this real shit
Yeah I had to share this shit
I don't know man, putting myself out there but fuck it
Look, big shoutout to everyone who's fuckin supported me through the years man
Fuck oath
I've been drinking lately, ain't give a fuck how I'm feeling lately
Brain-dead from the weed inhaling, I'm tryna be amazing
It's the scene I'm saving, back when it was pills I'm craving
I'm craving, far from saving, I'm a coward whose opinion is sour
No one's close to me, never allow it
And when I do if it lasts long I doubt it
Certain things I ain't proud of, sniffing on powders but imma do this rap shit
The fact is, unwanted like rat shit, I was that kid
Sit alone, used to moan, get stoned to cope and that's it
Back when choofing back a fat sesh
But looking back, had shit built up, I think I need a spinal tap
Never know if this finna be my final rap, fried off caps, mind all blank
Looking for something to hold onto, I guess that's why I choke on beugs
Sometimes I swear I'm ChoZon, true
Thе cones and booze, I'm nevеr sober, boo
Got told I'd be nothing, so far true, I'm worthless
Not sure what my purpose on Earth is, I'm tryna learn it
I ain't feel real, I just observe shit
Kinda nervous for the final curtain, gave it time I'm still hurting
Bipolar as fuck, that's for certain
Got no respect, I'm tryna earn it
Every bridge I build, it ends up burning
So now I'm fucked off these pills, my head's deserted
The yak is what I need when I'm too fucked up
In two months, cunt, I'll be fuckin seventeen still chasing this dream
Crazy to think three years ago I was faded off beans, something like fourteen
Now I'm just smoking cones and having a forced feed
Never tryna eat, every time I do it fucks with who I'm tryna be
Eating gets pretty tiring, G
So when life be tryna fire me I tell it "I quit, you fucked up by hiring me"
[Outro]
Fuck
Oi man I just wanna spit this real shit
Yeah I had to share this shit
I don't know man, putting myself out there but fuck it
Look, big shoutout to everyone who's fuckin supported me through the years man
Fuck oath
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