[Lyric] Lately (Jay Dior)

[Intro]
Hmmm
Hmmmmm
Hmmm
Hmmmmm

[Chorus]
Well I guess now I know (Ah ah)
Life doesn't go the way you want it to go
I've been thru so much pain but I kept it on the low
Cus I was always raised to never let my emotions show (Oh ah oh)
Lately a lots been on my mind
The clocks ticking I'm running out of time
Angels want me to win I peep all the signs
Why don't you worry bout yours like I worry bout mines

[Verse 1]
Shit ain't been the same since my grandpa died
Tryna beat the curse of poverty yeah I'm trying
Been thru so much that's why I'm scared to cry
I gotta beat the odds I can't settle for a tie
Tears only make things worse cus that's when shit gets real
Believe me you would have folded if you felt the pain I had to feel
Parents working OT some nights I'd be missing a meal
No money in my bank account my mind on playing the field
Hate all the fake shit so I hang wit only the real
I promise one false move that can get you killed
Mind on one thing that's chasing for these mills
If I ever said I love you then I love you still
Lately I've been overthinking got me lacking sleep
All my bro's chasing dreams like we signed to meek
I peep that fake persona it's best you press delete
Cus I know some real hittas who can get you RIP'ed (Boom boom boom)
[Chorus]
Well I guess now I know (Ah ah)
Life doesn't go the way you want it to go
I've been thru so much pain but I kept it on the low
Cus I was always raised to never let my emotions show (Oh ah oh)
Lately a lots been on my mind
The clocks ticking I'm running out of time
Angels want me to win I peep all the signs
Why don't you worry bout yours like I worry bout mines

[Verse 2]
Got some secrets only me god and the devil know
I know steppas who ain't afraid to let the metal blow
All gas no brakes you know I can never pedal slow
Tryna leave a legacy and be put onto a pedestal
Burn city kid tryna ball like Ben Simmons
Feel the envy in the air (they don't wanna see me winning) they don't wanna see me winning
But I'm too deep in right now what I start I gotta finish
True paper chaser running up the bands my only mission
I been grinding hard lately
They don't believe in me got me going crazy
Don't show me fake love I'd rather you hate me
That way I know you can never try play me
Lately a lots been on my mind
True love getting harder & harder to find
People moving shiesty so I gotta move slime
Stay true to my self I know I'll be just fine
[Chorus]
Well I guess now I know (Ah ah)
Life doesn't go the way you want it to go
I've been thru so much pain but I kept it on the low
Cus I was always raised to never let my emotions show (Oh ah oh)
Lately a lots been on my mind
The clocks ticking I'm running out of time
Angels want me to win I peep all the signs
Why don't u worry bout yours like I worry bout mines

[Outro]
Thank you, Ralph