[Lyric] Learning To Cope With Nihilism (Bleak Soul)

[Verse 1]
I wish that I believed in love
But every time I do
I end up someone new
I wish that I believed in hope
But optimism's rare
In a place that doesn't care
I wish that I believed in fate
But it's just cold [?]
The dopamine in a world that's gone to shit

[Chorus]
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough
I've had enough
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough
I've had enough
[Verse 2]
I wanted to believe in luck
But every time I do
I force my hand to lose
I wanted to believe in me
But I just wanna be
I just wanna be
I wanted to believe in God
But He's the only thing I hate
Give me Hell over Heaven's gate

[Chorus]
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough
I've had enough
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough
I've had enough

[Bridge]
Faith doesn't equal truth
God isn't bulletproof
The world is sick but it never dies
The world is sick but it never dies
Faith doesn't equal truth
God isn't bulletproof
The world is sick but it never dies
The world is sick but it never dies
Faith doesn't equal truth
God isn't bulletproof
The world is sick but it never dies
The world is sick but it never dies
[Chorus]
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough (the world is sick but it never dies)
I've had enough (the world is sick but it never dies)
I wish that I was too young
To understand this hurt
I've had enough (the world is sick but it never dies)
I've had enough (the world is sick but it never dies)