Look back at my life feeling bitter and painfull
Hoping for a change but its always the same bull
Like a migraine on my brain feeling shamefull
My hearts made of flames, I know im not an angel
Got nothing to explain while im facing a rainfall of paint balls
Can you hear my pain loud?
Or is it stuck in the rain cloud
Im a fuckin insane clown
I can't even sleep when I lay down
When I feel better their is somebody saying stay down
Never had religion but I guess I can pray now
I think of my past, and anything to block it
I put on a smiling mask, But I feel venomous and toxic
It's like forgetting is a task, the memories are locked in
The pain will foreverlast, Until im underground in my coffin
I bet people smile, when im hurt and break down
Happiness isn't my stlye, but can I just have a break now?
Im on a downwards spiral, all I can do is make sound
Looks like il be waiting a while, All I can do is wait now
I just want to break, from reality and from harshness
I just want to escape, from the voices from the darkness
Give but never take, I guess I'm not and artist
For fuck sake, it's like everybody's heartless
I try to think possitive, like do I have a talent?
But in comes the neggative, which out ways the balance
I'm always trying to be causative, To cause a good action
Give me a fuckin' sedative, To avoid the devils ransom
I try to be a good bloke, like I'm supposed ta'
I keep my family close, but my enemys closer
I'm treated like a ghost, or a fuckin' joker
Stuck by the coast, I guess I'm ready for some closure
Hoping for a change but its always the same bull
Like a migraine on my brain feeling shamefull
My hearts made of flames, I know im not an angel
Got nothing to explain while im facing a rainfall of paint balls
Can you hear my pain loud?
Or is it stuck in the rain cloud
Im a fuckin insane clown
I can't even sleep when I lay down
When I feel better their is somebody saying stay down
Never had religion but I guess I can pray now
I think of my past, and anything to block it
I put on a smiling mask, But I feel venomous and toxic
It's like forgetting is a task, the memories are locked in
The pain will foreverlast, Until im underground in my coffin
I bet people smile, when im hurt and break down
Happiness isn't my stlye, but can I just have a break now?
Im on a downwards spiral, all I can do is make sound
Looks like il be waiting a while, All I can do is wait now
I just want to break, from reality and from harshness
I just want to escape, from the voices from the darkness
Give but never take, I guess I'm not and artist
For fuck sake, it's like everybody's heartless
I try to think possitive, like do I have a talent?
But in comes the neggative, which out ways the balance
I'm always trying to be causative, To cause a good action
Give me a fuckin' sedative, To avoid the devils ransom
I try to be a good bloke, like I'm supposed ta'
I keep my family close, but my enemys closer
I'm treated like a ghost, or a fuckin' joker
Stuck by the coast, I guess I'm ready for some closure
( Adam Hocking )
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