Mamma, what do I do when there's nothing left for them to bury?
When it comes time for Death to release & carry me away?
When the pain's still there, and the hurt won't go away?
When I blame myself for all the times Daddy broke his promise to stay?
When I hate myself for all the bruises on my neck, when my ex held up a blade?
When it hurts to breathe & I'm so so numb anyway?
What do I do when it feels like no one really cares & I'm not really here?
What's the point of sharing when all I have is blood & tears?
I'm so used to the abuse & I burn myself everyday begging please don't walk away
But every single day I fantasize about a 9 story fall
Like an addict to the pain
Without it - I get withdrawals
Disconnected today, & tomorrow will be no different at all
So leave me to bleed, I don't wanna be seen, I'm not me
I've been so lost in this twisted identity
Yeah these voices in my head
They are no friend to me
I'll soon be dead, because I am my own enemy
You can save me but
You'll be better off setting me free
I hate myself, but you're so set on loving me
So I'll try to stay
I can always breathe through the painful days
I'll soon be dead & attachment ruins the point
Of letting go peacefully
Leave me to bleed, cause I don't want to be seen
I'm not being me
Leave me to die
Don't let me cry
It's just goodbye
When it comes time for Death to release & carry me away?
When the pain's still there, and the hurt won't go away?
When I blame myself for all the times Daddy broke his promise to stay?
When I hate myself for all the bruises on my neck, when my ex held up a blade?
When it hurts to breathe & I'm so so numb anyway?
What do I do when it feels like no one really cares & I'm not really here?
What's the point of sharing when all I have is blood & tears?
I'm so used to the abuse & I burn myself everyday begging please don't walk away
But every single day I fantasize about a 9 story fall
Like an addict to the pain
Without it - I get withdrawals
Disconnected today, & tomorrow will be no different at all
So leave me to bleed, I don't wanna be seen, I'm not me
I've been so lost in this twisted identity
Yeah these voices in my head
They are no friend to me
I'll soon be dead, because I am my own enemy
You can save me but
You'll be better off setting me free
I hate myself, but you're so set on loving me
So I'll try to stay
I can always breathe through the painful days
I'll soon be dead & attachment ruins the point
Of letting go peacefully
Leave me to bleed, cause I don't want to be seen
I'm not being me
Leave me to die
Don't let me cry
It's just goodbye
( Prince$$ Butterfly )
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