[Lyric] Let Me Be (Xxxhentaigod)

Just let me be alone, staring blankly at my phone hanging in my room
The way you interpret thats on you

I’m sorry I can’t leave my bed
Sister died when she heard whats in my head
Go or I’ll make you, thats what she said
Hate going outside but i need to leave
Just laying in my room music on full blast
Family probably think im just a fucking lazy ass
But whats on my mind has me in shock
So i’m just gonna keep crying inside
Went to a hospital that was supposed to help me
But it made me worse just threw me in a facility
Suicide watch filled with bad energy
They didn't care they just watched me sleep
Fuck help I need to do this by myself...
I’m the only one who can fix my mental health
Ignored them kept on calling my phone
Fuck them decline, I’m better off on my own...

Everyone says yo, you can talk to me whenever
But they just say that... to make themselves feel better
Noone gives a fuck about you unless you have shit to give
That’s just how life works, sorry to break it to you, kid
Just because you come to me.. doesn’t make you my friend
Always everyone’s last resort, they used me and stole your chance
Why does noone love me... they just leave me in the dark
Broke my heart and ripped it to shreds
Totally took my self-worth