Another thought of suicide
City living’s always do or die
Chasing this fame has me stressing out
Visions of me at 25 on my mother’s couch
Success is a necessity
Doubts follow me incessantly, won’t let me breathe
And oxygen is not a gift
It’s a fucking fact so tell me why I’m stressing it
Why am I drinking all this liquor like I’m tryna kill my liver
And why I am I so afraid to just be happy when I’m with her
Love is not a battle, it’s a feeling that we all share
But heartbreak is a war and I’m caught up in the crosshairs
I’ve ruined everything that I’ve ever loved
And if you’re wondering if I’ve considered giving up
Of course, I don’t see why I wouldn’t
Finger on the trigger, tell my why I shouldn’t
When I look up to the sky, I never stare for long
‘cause when I wish that’s where I was, I wonder if I’m wrong
It’s been too hard living but lord knows I’m scared to die
And no matter how I try to leave it, I keep chasing the light
Maybe I’m just lonely
Jersey child, I was born to run
Who would miss little old me?
But if I do, then what’s done is done
I got a couple things to smile for
Girl, I swear you’re not the only one
I'mma live to see a world tour
And I ain’t leaving til I have my son
When I look up to the sky, I never stare for long
‘cause when I wish that’s where I was, I wonder if I’m wrong
It’s been too hard living but lord knows I’m scared to die
And no matter how I try to leave it, I keep chasing the light
I’ve seen the seasons change plenty times
Sunrise, sunset and the daily grind
And I ain’t quite an existentialist
But maybe I could find a couple reasons for me not to quit
Love is everything, I won’t forget it
Life is nothing unless you choose to live it
And maybe I can do it standing on the edge
Take a breath and truly live right over the ledge
City living’s always do or die
Chasing this fame has me stressing out
Visions of me at 25 on my mother’s couch
Success is a necessity
Doubts follow me incessantly, won’t let me breathe
And oxygen is not a gift
It’s a fucking fact so tell me why I’m stressing it
Why am I drinking all this liquor like I’m tryna kill my liver
And why I am I so afraid to just be happy when I’m with her
Love is not a battle, it’s a feeling that we all share
But heartbreak is a war and I’m caught up in the crosshairs
I’ve ruined everything that I’ve ever loved
And if you’re wondering if I’ve considered giving up
Of course, I don’t see why I wouldn’t
Finger on the trigger, tell my why I shouldn’t
When I look up to the sky, I never stare for long
‘cause when I wish that’s where I was, I wonder if I’m wrong
It’s been too hard living but lord knows I’m scared to die
And no matter how I try to leave it, I keep chasing the light
Maybe I’m just lonely
Jersey child, I was born to run
Who would miss little old me?
But if I do, then what’s done is done
I got a couple things to smile for
Girl, I swear you’re not the only one
I'mma live to see a world tour
And I ain’t leaving til I have my son
When I look up to the sky, I never stare for long
‘cause when I wish that’s where I was, I wonder if I’m wrong
It’s been too hard living but lord knows I’m scared to die
And no matter how I try to leave it, I keep chasing the light
I’ve seen the seasons change plenty times
Sunrise, sunset and the daily grind
And I ain’t quite an existentialist
But maybe I could find a couple reasons for me not to quit
Love is everything, I won’t forget it
Life is nothing unless you choose to live it
And maybe I can do it standing on the edge
Take a breath and truly live right over the ledge
( Thewz )
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