[Lyric] LIPSTICK (DEANZER)

[1st verse]

I believe my past life sticks like lipstick

I believe I'm Hercules with more than one Achilles

Military firepower in my genes, i'm standing at ease

I'm hot red and trying to tease

But maybe the truth is

I'm more fragile than I envisage

I might be rapping about things that I've never seen

Wrapping my own guilt in plain polythene

But there's no denouncing that i feel like expounding

All this hurt cos the weight of the pain
Weighs more than these ounces

I'm not founded on your common human emotions

My personality split like i split like Moses

I spit reckless, like i'm suffering from convulsions

I'm heavily grounded on more than Earth wires

I'm heavenly charged, praying for God's answers

Beyond my common emotions is that I cannot love

You probably thinking im ducking cos i fear to fall

Beyond my wildest imagination i cannot recall

When my wildest passions had me taming my faults

This is my own therapy,i fear no fault i don't make a living off it

Life serves no penalty when im aiming for the peak

And if it alters your life, then i have overachieved
Don't expect me to be normal, cos im feeling abnormal

You think its an anomaly, but im feeding it formal

Consequences of feeding on formalin

Got my mind unconscious

My world is caving in

My life ain't perfect

If it was i be a pervert

Not snapping pics and painting fake fits

And asking strange chicks

If they could pose for fake shit

And get a collage of fake smiles and fake tits

My name is Ismail for God's sake

Im suppose to be a walking emblem of pious wit
[2nd verse]

You gotta flip back my back pages

I didn't grow up like ya'll

Trying to burn my own house down

Now that's a true statement

Figured no body behind me

Felt like a worthless human body

Only friends and somebody's

Made me feel like somebody

So I learned to fake that smile

And say I'm fine thank u

The truth was further than a mile

I was amazed how ya'll drove for that too

Maybe I shoulda remained

Maybe I shoulda neva left

Then I would have felt less pain

And turn my pain to the left

I got more left

But I feel the mood is set

And my good is felt

Spilling my own insecurities for yall to intercept

And if ya'll still can't see the equation

Then ya'll just too steep, reevaluate your gradient!

Savor this moment, u dining with a legend!

Whilst I'm feasting with vengeance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!