[Lyric] Little Do You Know (AHnonymous)

Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep (yeah)
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories (I don’t know what to fucking say, man)
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece (I’m fucking sorry)
Little do you know I
Need a little more time

Let me start by saying this is an apology
Wake in the early A.M, gee, this shit is haunting me
Running through my head, because of it, I cannot fall asleep
And now I'm scared, this ain't the person that I wanna be
Cuz it started out rosy, then I burned it to the ground
I try to rebuild, but the pieces are nowherе to be found
Lost in the flames, yеah, what we had is turned to ash
And it's all my fucking fault, there is no turning back
Cuz I was selfish, yeah, I only looked out for myself
Turned on family & friends, I was too focused on the wealth
Locked on the fame, tryna make it big in the rap game
You didn't side with me, I tried giving you a bad name
And that wasn't on you, that was all me
I was blinded, shit, I couldn't see what y'all see
And when I think of how I treated you, I can't believe it
So if I could go back, I would, fuck all the cash, leave it
Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know I
I love you till the sun dies

I sat alone one night, with a gin at a bar & I thought
How I just treated you like shit left you destroyed & distraught
Was it worth all of the clothes & all the jewels that I bought?
Or did I throw away people full of love & support?
Cuz it's racking my brain, everything that I did
Made you feel like you were nothing with the words that I said
And you think I don't remember, but they're stuck in my head
And they scream at me, saying I'd be better dead
But I won't do it, cuz that'd be worse for you
Cuz then you wouldn't get to hear how this impacted me too
It took me far too long to see what I had put you through
And so I'm sorry this apology is long overdue
So I'm sorry... for the way I behaved
And I'm sorry... for the way that I changed
And I know this won't excuse the choices I made
But I hope you will at least listen to what I have to say
Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know I
I love you till the sun dies

Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know I
I love you till the sun dies