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[Intro]
Wake me up when it's all over
Because my vision's blurry, and I'm still sober
I can't rid myself of the guilt
Twenty-Five percent there, the rest in panic mode

[Pre-Chorus]
Give me a second to load
Give me a second to adjust
Let the rest of me implode
Turn my memories to rust

[Chorus]
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[Verse 1]
Doomed
Trapped in my own head
And it fills me
With Dread
Can't find a way out at all
No, I did not heal
I'm going crazy
Alone with nowhere to run
[Verse 2]
Hallucinations while I wake
Lucid while I sleep
That's why I waste as much time of the day in my bed
I'd rather be confined to prison than torture
Anxiety, stress, depression, no meds
At this point, I'll take any help I can get
Putting out a project and I'm met with mixed reception
Monday, wear my uniform
Get clowned for what I put out
Everybody at school knows my face
Can't wear a hoodie to hide
Can't go outside
Meet you right there
Failed to make it, I lied
Losing my pride
Know that I tried
Know that I tried
But I can't go, it hurts me

[Pre-Chorus]
Give me a second to load
Give me a second to adjust
Let the rest of me implode
Turn my memories to rust
[Chorus]
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[Bridge]
I want to fade into the night
Memories of you and I
I was only halfway there
So I didn't notice any lies you might have said

[Pre-Chorus]
Give me a second to load
Give me a second to adjust
Let the rest of me implode
Turn my memories to rust

[Chorus]
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[Outro]
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