[Lyric] Lonely Winter (Capital I)

[Intro]
I don't usually do this slow type of song
But here we go

[Verse 1]
These days there's not much motivation
Feels like the year I did nothing for the whole duration
Self isolation got myself violating
My needs for happiness, and I'm tired waiting
I'm an introvert but I still need some interaction
I never had that much, but the year came then subtract them

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just waiting for something to change
But these past few months done been the same
I sit in my room, each night spent alone
My mind tends to wander when I'm in this zone
Thinking of a better time
But when it comes back I feel dead inside

[Chorus]
Man it's been such a lonely winter
I knew that the worst would come December
I've been stuck in this place for so long
And it's getting hard for me to stay strong
I haven't got anybody but myself
I don't even know who I would run for help
All I can do is hope that it's over soon
But it hurts so bad when I know the truth
Man it's been such a lonely winter
I knew that the worst would come December
I've been stuck in this place for so long
And it's getting harder for me to stay strong
I haven't got anybody but myself
I don't even know who I would run for help
All I can do is hope that it's over soon
But it hurts so bad when I know the truth
[Verse 2]
I'm just trying to enjoy these days while they last
But it feels like time has stopped but not the hourglass
Days feel the same, but still time is ticking
My life's being wasted, is what my mind been thinking
The pandemic has made me re-think my whole life
Got no one else around me on these cold nights
Couldn't see my family for the holidays
I've been lonely before, but I got away
But this time I can't escape it
Feel like something in my life is vacant
I need myself a lover, a companion
Someone to guide me through life when I can't stand it
But will I find what I'm missing in another
Or will I just stay wishing to discover
Some motivation or direction
There's no debating a connection
Between me and music, sometimes it's all I got
So I just let it play and hope for better days

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just waiting for something to change
But these past few months done been the same
I sit in my room, each night spent alone
My mind tends to wander when I'm in this zone
Thinking of a better time
But when it comes back I feel dead inside
[Chorus]
Man it's been such a lonely winter
I knew that the worst would come December
I've been stuck in this place for so long
And it's getting hard for me to stay strong
I haven't got anybody but myself
I don't even know who I would run for help
All I can do is hope that it's over soon
But it hurts so bad when I know the truth
Man it's been such a lonely winter
I knew that the worst would come December
I've been stuck in this place for so long
And it's getting harder for me to stay strong
I haven't got anybody but myself
I don't even know who I would run for help
All I can do is hope that it's over soon
But it hurts so bad when I know the truth

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just waiting for something to change
But these past few months done been the same
I sit in my room, each night spent alone
My mind tends to wander when I'm in this zone
Thinking of a better time
But when it comes back I feel dead inside