[Lyric] Long Gone (M.U.N. ZAY)

[Chorus]
I'm so far away from being safe
I'm so far away from being sane
I'm insane, you already knew that
I ain't tamed, you already knew that
Drinking Hennesy that shit is my enemy
Gotta love it, that's the sin in me
I'm chosen, ain't no doubting me, oh
I'm cautious, not to say the wrong thing
Dreaming diamond rings, but for who I don't know, damn

[Verse]
I think she knows I mean well, but then again I can’t tell
But then again who’s to blame? Sin again shit won’t change
I’ll just do it over and over again watch me go insane
Taking meds to the head surprised I don’t got a migraine
Still got the problems, different girl this shit all thе same
Yeah, it won’t change, fuck it lеt the .40 blow, on myself
I could give a damn about my purpose or my wealth
That’s crazy talk, lock my mind away put it in a vault
White stuff on the kitchen counter but that shit ain’t salt
Fuck it I’ll stay alive for now but it’s getting hard
Every day the same different bullshit, I gotta stay on guard
I gotta stick and move, I can’t pick and choose
Have you heard the news? My times overdue
I said that last time but this shit different so just hear me out
On the road to riches, I ain’t take an easy route
My demons long gone yeah they said peace out
They’ll be back again, yeah they always back again
I can’t go back, I will never lack again, oh
How you gonna love me if you can’t love yourself?
I don’t know about all that but surround yourself in this wealth
The latest fashion, the latest gadgets, yeah occupy yourself
I can’t give you what you want, but I can let you go and flaunt
I can’t give you all my love I put my heart into this music
It was there for me when no one else- I don’t wanna get into it
Just know that I can’t do it, yeah I tried but it ain’t simple
Sorry to burst your bubble, sorry to burst your pimple
I’m too complicated, but I’m also simple
Yeah I know that sounds strange but it’s off my temple
Yeah I’m out my mind, leave my past behind
Pour my heart out to these people, they don’t respect my-
Sacrifice, they not nice, I’m just working for a living not the rest of my life
Hopefully, it’s a long and a nice time, It’d be a shame if I ain’t make it
Please don’t leave me forsaken or forgotten
You see my brain that shit rotting, I think it’s already rotten
I think I’m already forgotten, I think I’m just a memory
I know they won’t remember me, it’s ok I don’t plan on being here long
So while you’re here let’s just go ahead and sing along, oh
[Chorus]
I'm so far away from being safe
I'm so far away from being sane
I'm insane, you already knew that
I ain't tamed, you already knew that
Drinking Hennesy that shit is my enemy
Gotta love it, that's the sin in me
I'm chosen, ain't no doubting me, oh
I'm cautious, not to say the wrong thing
Dreaming diamond rings, but for who I don't know, damn