[Lyric] Long Road Never Coming Home Pt. 1 (Amar Miller)

[Verse 1]
Now I'm some motherfucking hypocrite
Used to be laid up adjacent to your kitchen
Used to be your only fan on nights we seen your father tripping
Now what’s only left in us, is when you play with my feelings
But I'm open for business, running with a torn meniscus...
Towards my dreams but I've been cut without no stitches
On a mission, to salvage the pieces maybe we rebuild it that’s a...
Optimistic approach that I wanna visit
I can't lie because, ain't shit the same
To keep it real, I sorta miss it

[Chorus]
I know you still drop tears for me
I know you still feel for me
I know that it's a long road, long road
Just know you'll never walk alone

[Verse 2]
Seventeen and facing problems
Life was on my ass, batshit crazy, city Gotham
If he dies, he dies, fuck the towel, bitch I got 'em
Had to slip on every jab and taking crosses to the noggin
Well I...
Turned it around upon your introduction
And shit was maybe moving fast, but fuck it, I still loved it
I tried to keep from being attached but I just couldn't keep running
Now let's look at where we at, that’s why (I’m worrisome)
Back then I was eighteen and I thought that shit was done
Not like I hit the end, just the fact that it begun
And that I didn't worry, cuz I know that you are strong
And that we’d never cry no more, but of that, I was wrong
Stuck inside confusion, I know this ain't what you want
Caught between your feelings, and your mind mixed with your heart
I don't wanna come home, even though I shouldn't ‘a left
I say you tried to save me, you say I saved you instead
[Chorus]
I know you still drop tears for me
I know you still feel for me
I know that it’s a long road, long road
Just know you'll never walk alone

[Outro]
Woah, woah, woah
And I ain't going back home
(I ain't going back, I ain't going back, woah, woah)
I don't wanna go home
(I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go)
I ain't going back home
Said I ain't going back home
(Yeah, yeah)
Don't wanna go back home
Don't wanna go back home
And I ain't going back home
(I ain't going back home, I ain't going back, I ain't going back home)
I ain't going back home
(I ain't going back home, I ain't going back, I ain't going back home)
Never going back home
(Never going back home)