[Lyric] Lord Tulip (FAKE APO$TLE)

[Verse 1]
Walk in with the dead bitch
After we took a trip
You can see the death in my fucking eyes
I can't blame anyone, what happened to my life
One and two and three days been sober
But I took DMT
Fuck ya mean
Shoot my brain out of my head
Drop dead
So I cannot overthink again
Took a xan, now I feel relaxed
But the thoughts in my head won't go away
I turned grey, leave me alone and let my body decay
You say I made a fucking mistake
But these bitches won't get it anyway
And these fucking drugs are killing me evеry single day

[Verse 2]
Put a blade to my throat
Swallow pills
And just let go
What thе fuck is going on
(What the fuck is going on)
Triple sixes in my eyes
Never been so fucking high
I can feel I'm near to death
In my head, its fucking mess
Who dat boy, who him is?
Spending money on some pills
Gambling with my fucking life
No one cares unless you die
Nothing never fucking changed
Just my fucking friends who became
Fucking enemies
I can feel the pain that was in the twenty seventeen
Will to die growing up on everyday
Bet I won't make pass seventeen
Just remember Jessica (Jessica!)
I fucking loved you more than anything uh