[Lyric] Losing The Plot (Brent Bronze)

[Intro]
Dreams of tour buses riches and a happy relationship with my misses
'Cept it’s being written in a Burger King Kitchen
Why I gotta work my whole life just to get a couple cents in?

[Hook]
I'm losing the plot
I'm losing the plot

[Verse 1]
On a quest to get my questions, nah, I can’t use that
They try to lessen my lessons, man I-
I'm more hurt than I'll admit
Got more dirt on y'all than y'all know exist
I'm just tryna survive in the eclipse
Tryna rap clearly without succumbing to the lisp
Big Brent been adamant since my friends used to cut they wrists
This is not to vent
This is how I explain the events
Update with intent
Bent out of shape with a thirst I can't quench
Asking myself what's the point of pitching a tent
In the middle of a storm when the scorn of the world meant your house got torn out
And your home went with the wind, how do you win?
In a situation like him?
I been going through the weeks counting grins on my digits, every word that I hear is so frivolous, where’s the interest, where’s the story, I feel aimless, I feel sorry, it ain't painless, yeah, it’s pouring, what I'm saying in this moment is that
[Hook]
I'm losing the plot
The crying child won't stop
The crying child won’t stop

(He knows, he's so, fucking gifted)

[Verse 2]
Ain't I?
I admit all of life seems to be a stage
I try to stay engaged but the facade of a play gets to me every day
This was my fault in the first place
Failing myself and my friends, I see the end in the distance
Yet I still don't know where the story's going or where it's ending
I've never been good at coping
If I was open and less stoic I could have saved it all but I never gave it my all and now it all falls down
What do I do now
I'm left with pieces of a denouement trying to rise to the action but this ain't a hero's story I'm rapping
Where is the redemption, when there was a lack of intention
I made my mission to be complacent and now I'm complaining about pacing
Perhaps I could get it all back if I was patient
They gon' say he truly sought it but for now
I'm losing the plot

[Outro]
The crying child won't stop
I'm losing the plot
The crying child, ooh, ooh
I'm losing the plot
Momma, I'm sorry I lost the plot
I don't know where to go from here but I just...