[Lyric] Loss (GhostRaps)

It’s come to my attention that I’m a bit of an idiot
I said some stupid shit and it cost me a friendship
One friend lead me to believe something that wasn’t reality
I lost, but at what cost? I’m the one who fucked up
At the same time, I was told I was right to send rhymes
I didn’t want to send them, one of my friends told me to
I didn’t know what else to do, writing this is no use
She was going through a lot, I should’ve been considerate
I’m such a fucking idiot, I pushed her away
I’ll always regret sending her that rap on that day
If I didn’t do it, maybe I could’ve called her today
If I didn’t, maybe she would’ve stayed
I just wish I had a second chance
No more feelings, no more raps
I just want my friend back
Every single night, I had panic attacks
Eventually they caused me to relapse
Smoked weed for the first time in four weeks
I just want to restart, not last year on repeat
It seems at this point, all I know is defeat
We had a good friendship for the moment
My feelings are what ruined it
If you’re listening, just know I'm really sorry
If you hear this, please just go and call me
I just want to talk so we can fix this
I just want to fix our now broken friendship
I won’t send you anymore rhymes
I just made this to get these thoughts off my mind