[Lyric] LOSS (Izer)

I'm sitting all alone to prevaricate
I didn't hesitate, I just medicated
All them angels apparently too tired to lift up my spirits
Been a long time they been liftin'
Cuz I'm gifted with extra addictions
Every second thing I love, can't give it up
Every time I fall in love, I'm stuck
I suck, I really do, can't get enough
Sometimes my voices tell me all this is just loss
Tossin' off the covers just cuz I can't feel your warmth
Beside me, I'm beside me, just residing
Yeah I messed up, yeah I'm messed up
Knew at the start that we couldn't survive me
Too little self love to hide in
Too much of that lusty madness
Justifying my little outbursts of violence
Cuz
I know, if I lose you
I'll go crazy, don't you?
I know, what we go through
Is that sweet pain of love that you hold to your heart and sing
I want you, I want your love
I want you, I crave your touch
I want you, I want your love
I want you, I crave your touch