[Lyric] Lost in Pottsfield (Kkum of koneo)

I hate my life always waitin’ for the weekend
I don't love you I don't even love breathin’
Breakfast only codeine baby I am barely seein’
Stay dissociatin’ man I'm always dreaming
Feelin like I'm floating, Sarah Lynn in planetary
Now I'm losing focus, eternal garden cemetery
I'm so low o serotonin, my whole life feel temporary
Jumpin on the train tracks, and the night wind getting airy

I grind on your girl like a 5-0
Don't give a fuck, like this all a game show
Throwing my problems around like potato
Maybe, ill get better, but probably not tomorrow
Man I always feel so tired, it's bullshit
Only thing I got going, are my outfits
Not in control, got kicked, the cockpit
One day gonna luck out, make shit, lose it

Born on earth, what I'm s’posed to do here
Spend my whole life working as a fuckin cashier?
Being forgotten forever is my greatest fear
If I was a genius, a new life it could be near
Staying up all night, against my will, we just stay sleepless
Try to keep it working but a walls built up between us
Keep me in your life, I know it's just for the convenience
Unknown tomes when I'm awake, when laid down I am dreamless
Lost in Pottsfield, don't know where to go now
Feeling homesick, but already got thrown out
Sit down in the field, we puffin up Loads loud
I can't hear you talking, my brain turned the noise down
I'll never be found, Man ill just be forgotten
Lay in this hole forever, guess ill just stay rotten
This illness that I got, forget its self-lockin
Built-in with wool, like this shit a block-in