[Lyric] Lost in the reflection (NOTSmrt)

(Verse 1)
What's the point of being flesh
Life as a mystery
Unable to be refresh
Another story (broken story)
Filled with familiar patterns
Overkill with unoriginality
Never find the glory
Chill with indifference
Alone my life sentence
Never able to get through a few walls
With no doors
Brick barriers that are confining
Covered with graffiti
That gets wash off regularly
But the stains are still there
Nеver go anywhere

(Vеrse 2)
Years of collecting
Notes becoming books
Never found the worth
Within my own words
Pen ink always gone
Written with blood
Dripping on my shirt
Knowing damn well it’ll hurt
Reliving the moments within hell
(Verse 3)
Can you please tell the fucking price to that it take
To get myself out of this head space
I don't know
What the fuck do you want from me?
I've been battling myself for awhile now
I don't know what the fuck you want from me
I try to do everything to please you
I've been breaking myself for a while now
I don't, what the fuck do want you want from me this time?
I…

(Outro)
I've been having this battle within myself
No one is going to save me
I haven't call out in the right way
A poser message took the attention
While the real die out slowly