[Lyric] Lost my mind (Gingerbreaadd)

[Verse 1: Gingerbreaadd]
I've lost my mind
Like a million times in a week or so
I've been week and sore
Robbing corner stores
Getting drunk of course
Through a dark remorse
I've been beaten, cuffed
I've been used and bluffed
Lied to enough to know when I am fucked
Grabbed the Glock
Watch the fucking clock
As I think it out
To know life goes on
People use me to get their plugs
Whether sex or drugs
Money, fucks or hugs
They don't think, They ask
They want all my cash
But don't nada back
When I show them love
Tell the tale, of when Bryson loved
I don't show it now
But I used to cause
I didn't think
Friends would fuck me up
It's like leprechauns running out of luck
I've been left and stuck
And all out of fucks
Lost in the dark
With a chase of drugs
Swapped the homies for a group of thugs
Stole cigs and rum
Just to sleep in cuffs
I don't think it much
I just want my place
I think way too much
And still no escape
I just bottle up
Everything I hate
Til I scream and shake
This is more than pain this is pure frustration
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind and I'm still looking for it
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind

These people say that they know me
They don't even know me
We were never homies
They act like we're rol