[Lyric] Lost (Creepkido)

[Verse 1]
Motherfucka', I ain't tryna be lame
I'm trying my best to stay in the game
From the outside, I convey that I got no shame
But my mental state remains the same
Tryna motivate others to do good
But I'm caught up in this sea, I'm driftwood
And this sea is full of acid
I'm drifting into Pacific Plastic

I'm tangled up I'm drowning in this sea of regret
I swim up but I'm still wet
Bitch, the past, you can't forget about it
My mistakes, they're leaking outta my brain
Bitch, you clogged up my drain
It's overflowing now, I can't see and I'm;

[Chorus]
Lost
I'm lost in this world
This world is fucking absurd
I lost my future, it burned
In the acid, in my brain, corroding from my doubts
Am I really good enough, am I cutout?
I'm lost
Lost in the world with no hope
Cry in my bed, I'm tryna cope
Why does sociеty have such high standards and put us on a tightrope?
It makes no sеnse, really
It makes no fucking sense
Why we gotta be rolemodels for the enemies attacking our last and only defence?

[Bridge]
Defending from myself
My hopes and dreams are getting crushed by no one but my self
We're in the ocean depths and the pressure won't allow me to take a single breathe

[Verse 2]
(Hyperventilation) Listen that's the noise: I'm running outta air
Think of drains in baths, they're filled up with hair
But that hair is shit you dont wanna share
That's fair
But now that hair you forced to wear
And all these strangers stop and stare

Unprepared
Thats what I am in life
Confused, can't even take a fight
It starts my systems, fight or flight?
But I'm flightless on the ground, there I lie
I'm a flightless bird, I might die
My wings taken out with just one bite
My eyes don't work, I see the light
Lost in thoughts, I'll keep them inside