[Lyric] Loud lights and bright noises (Ren)

Pre-hook:

They keep having expectations
Of me
And I don’t wanna face them
No please

Hook:

All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises
All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises

Verse:

Loud lights and bright noises
Cloud in my sight I know my choices;
Fight or flight, I know what my choice is
Don’t know if I’m right but I wanna find what joy is
What the point is when I’m hearing voices
What you feeling when you hearing all these voices?
I can’t explain, lights and noises got me voiceless
Like I’m tryna speak but I’m infected with this poison

Yeah, contaminating the air
Stare into the distance and start wondering where
I should really go there ain’t no signs it’s unfair
Kicked out of my childhood so I follow the snare

All these expectations they be weighing be down with
Swear they’re wearing down my mental and I feel like a clown with
A mask to cover up reality wanna convert this
Into something beautiful turned me into a wordsmith

Now I use words which, allow this blurred glitch
To seem to perfect, and now this curse lifts
Off of my chest and I can get back to my bubble
Didn’t win that fight, still in the same struggle

Cleaning up my sight like I’m blowing a soap bubble
King of overthinking but my crown cannot be found within
Yeah, I keep seeing the same thing
Loud lights, bright noises why do they sting?

Pre-hook:
They keep having expectations
Of me
And I don’t wanna face them
No please

Hook:

All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises
All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises

Verse 2:

Like a train off it’s track, all of my thoughts have derailed
And being scared of success might be the reason I failed
I’m in the jungle of mistakes yet I still follow the trail
My chance of happiness is on a ship that’s already sailed

Veiled lights and veiled sounds I thought that they were my enemies
I came to understand that all along they were amenities
Energies inside of melodies that really mellowed me down
But now I promise you I will no longer frown

Loud lights
Loud lights
Loud lights
And bright noises