[Lyric] Love wish (Memoria XI)

[Intro]
I've been tryna change, ay
I've been tryna change, yeah
I've been tryna change, but I fall to
This is for the ones that think too much
This is for the ones that blink too much
Too scared, what
Too scared woah

[Verse 1]
Let go, let go of the past
I say let go, let go it won't last
I say let go, let go of the past
You're tryna make a laugh
You're tryna make a laugh
Let go, let go of the past
Let go, let go it will never last
Let go, you're still tryna make a laugh
Tryna make a laugh

[Verse 2]
You tryna make a laugh, you tryna make a smile
You tryna make her see that you're worth the while
But deep down, you know you're sad
Trust issues make you mad
Why the fuck does life treat you like this
Why the fuck can't I just fight it
Why do I feel sad all of the time, all of the time
[Verse 3]
I've been tryna fix that shit since day one, since day one
I've been tryna stay with someone that's faithful, that's faithful
I've been tryna tell myself that I don't need no one, no no one
But I always find myself looking for someone, for someone
I want the love, I feel little bit stuck
Hoping for a girl from heaven, above
Gotta be careful, gotta be careful
Cause you might run out of your luck
Realize you don't even know how to love
End up not giving a fuck

[Verse 4]
But in the end, but in the end
But in the end, I won't find anybody yeah
I can't even love myself uh
I can't even love myself fuh
I don't even feel the same uh
I don't even feel the same yeah
I can't even love myself
I can't even love myself ay
I can't even fuck myself fuh

[Verse 5]
What the fuck, what the fuck
Why the fuck, what the fuck
What the fuck, what the fuck
What what is love
What what is love
Please [?]
What is true love
What is true love
[Outro]
This world is all types of fucked, all types of fucked
Everyone has their interpretation of love, of love
It ain't healthy, no it ain't healthy
Why the fuck did you try to make them jealous (Oh)