I swear I’ve bin in this position before
I remember going down this road last time
I couldn’t give her my all cos I was sick from withdrawals
That was probably round the same time my Aunt died
Feel like I’m talking to myself every time that I can’t write
It’s awkward when I talk about part's of my past life
Too many nights that’s I've bin in the dark, high by myself
I keep looking for light that I can’t find
If there’s no one I can trust who do I run to to help me
Feeling like I’m Fucked, I’ve bin going through hell G
There’s nothing in my cup and there ain’t nothing you could sell me
I’m numb enough to feel nothing and done enough to last me ten years
Everybody's up in my ear
But I won’t crumble under pressure and just buckle from fear
Know what it’s like to wake up and see your Mother in tears
Hoping she’s fine but I know that she’s bin worried to live
And I try to talk to people but I swear that they don’t listen
My eye was on the ball but all they cared about was dribbling
High enough to fall and it’s your call if I did it
Yeah that might of been a thought if the ball was in your court
But the ball was in my court so why the fuck am I tripping?
I was forced to walk away, they coulda called but they didn’t
Should of called it quits then but I still called when I missed her
How'd I fall for this bitch or get caught in her pictures?
I wasted years of my life, I should of stuck with the rapping
Looking backwards I keep thinking how the fuck did I manage
I ain’t going back to waking up and panicking
My heart on my sleeve and that’s probably why a part of it’s damaged
I got Love for all my brothers and I’m Lucky i had em
Half of these actors still make it so it can't be the passion
Just addicted to the drama and action
Could of been like those cats that I went halves in a bag with
Doing scattered shit to carry on like nothing had happened
Everyone around me struggles and their juggling habits
Start to panic when there’s nothing but some dust in a packet
Stuck in the madness still actin like none of this matters
I was young but couldn’t picture this, it’s hard to imagine
Bennys still inside a prison, he’s what started me rapping
Told me put my heart in this and then I can’t just go backwards
Was only out a couple months until the judge put him back in
I remember going down this road last time
I couldn’t give her my all cos I was sick from withdrawals
That was probably round the same time my Aunt died
Feel like I’m talking to myself every time that I can’t write
It’s awkward when I talk about part's of my past life
Too many nights that’s I've bin in the dark, high by myself
I keep looking for light that I can’t find
If there’s no one I can trust who do I run to to help me
Feeling like I’m Fucked, I’ve bin going through hell G
There’s nothing in my cup and there ain’t nothing you could sell me
I’m numb enough to feel nothing and done enough to last me ten years
Everybody's up in my ear
But I won’t crumble under pressure and just buckle from fear
Know what it’s like to wake up and see your Mother in tears
Hoping she’s fine but I know that she’s bin worried to live
And I try to talk to people but I swear that they don’t listen
My eye was on the ball but all they cared about was dribbling
High enough to fall and it’s your call if I did it
Yeah that might of been a thought if the ball was in your court
But the ball was in my court so why the fuck am I tripping?
I was forced to walk away, they coulda called but they didn’t
Should of called it quits then but I still called when I missed her
How'd I fall for this bitch or get caught in her pictures?
I wasted years of my life, I should of stuck with the rapping
Looking backwards I keep thinking how the fuck did I manage
I ain’t going back to waking up and panicking
My heart on my sleeve and that’s probably why a part of it’s damaged
I got Love for all my brothers and I’m Lucky i had em
Half of these actors still make it so it can't be the passion
Just addicted to the drama and action
Could of been like those cats that I went halves in a bag with
Doing scattered shit to carry on like nothing had happened
Everyone around me struggles and their juggling habits
Start to panic when there’s nothing but some dust in a packet
Stuck in the madness still actin like none of this matters
I was young but couldn’t picture this, it’s hard to imagine
Bennys still inside a prison, he’s what started me rapping
Told me put my heart in this and then I can’t just go backwards
Was only out a couple months until the judge put him back in
( SKEM )
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