[Lyric] Madison (Sxdszn)

Intro
Honestly, baby you're driving me wild
I think I'ma sit here and stare for while
You know I'm loving the way that you smile
Even though you not feelin' the greatest right now

And i'm sorry I been so delayed with it
You say that you love me and there's no debating it
But I still think that you stuck in your ways
And you know I can see in your eyes and your face
That you know it ain't true

Verse
Oh Madison
Do you fuck with me honestly?
You look up like you owe an apology
You say that you ain't perfect
And that it's worthless
Now that you can't do what you want for me

And i know i've been trippin but baby just listen cause
This shit is touching me personally
Yeah, i need you here putting in work with me
Yeah, i need you here leaving this earth with me
Wow
Im looking back like I'm seeing shit
You got me tripping up over my feet again
So when I say that I need it
I'm begging and pleading
I don't wanna pray on my knees again
So when I look to the sky at night
Talking to God I'm like, "i really hope that you see this shit"
I'ma be honest here baby, you got me going crazy
Cause you wasn't there when I needed it

Bridge
I need your love
I need your love

And you
Left me all devastated
Been practicing hella patience
Can hardly participate when
I constantly feel complacent, it's

Oh baby it's stupid
The way that you leaving me clueless
Keep leading me on that shit's useless
But I guess that's the way that you do shit, yeah
And on them summer nights we touched the sky
You grab my heart it made me cry
I got to keep this inside me
Another j should justify
The shit that I keep on my mind
You in my head you run around
So tell me do you love me now?

Verse
Oh Madison, I see the shit that you do to me
Honestly, none of the fuckery's new to me
Always say that you ok
The tears stream down your face
And they fallin and hitting your jewelery

Damn
I need a drink
Fuck it I need a second just to think
About my life and bout all of the strife that I'm facing
And how I'll be gone in a blink

I'll be a memory, think in end I'll pretend
That you weren't ever fucking me over
All I'll remember is us in the back of that car
When I wish I was pulling you closer
Bring me my closure, just keep it real with me
I know you fake, acting all friendily
Tell me you hate, all of your friends
Cause the way that they're treating you just like an enemy

I say it's stupid, don't get emotional
You the one acting like how you're supposed to
I see the way that they switch up and ghost you
Delete your number, blocking your socials

And it's impossible just to ignore you
Cause you the only that I got close to
We used to send all of the shit that we go through
Now I feel like I just don't really know you

So goodbye or just see you later
It don't really matter it's not gonna change
Up the way that I feel or the way or the way it took place
And I never swung bats but I'm touching the bases
I pray that if
I never make it you'll fucking forget me
And put yourself up in a Benz or a Bentley
And stack up your money I hope you get plenty
I wish you the best hope you never resent me