[Lyric] Mariah Careless (XXNOBODYSCRUSHXx)

She telling me lies
Sick of just feeling like I'm on the side (ugh)
I'm doing lines
Out until 3 AM losing my mind yuh

Still wanna die
But now I'm just standing here out of spite, fuck
Keep it inside
You couldn't deal with it, I couldn't help much

I am doing drugs to cope
No, I am not alright
I've been feeling so cooped up
Don't wanna go inside
Find another way to run away and pass the time
If I die tell my momma it's my fault and that she's fine

Guess I'm not your angel
I had a feeling but it's painful (fock)
Like all the colors fucking faded
I knew that I was born to make it
But I wanted you along for the ride
I hate myself extra today
Look in the mirror I can't see my face
I have been swallowing all of this pain
I needed somebody [?]

I don't wanna let you all down
I don't wanna let you all down
I don't wanna let you all down
I don't wanna let you all down
I don't wanna let you all down
I don't wanna let you all down
Ouh