[Lyric] ​masochist (autumndropsdead)

[Chorus}
I feel obligated to exist
Ion count any dollars but i count up sins
She took my heart then gave it a twist
But it turnt out i might be a masochist

I should take time
Like a rewind
Wanna know who i am?
Gotta deep dive
Then realign
Cause there ain’t no steady pattern
Listen to the rain
It doesn’t always pitter-patter

[Verse 1]
Like fuck that
I mean fuck you
Your patience is latently untrue
But i love you
And it hurts so bad
Even if i could i would not take it all back
Rummage through my stomach
Full of nothing but trash
Whatever i said i guess you didn’t like that
Thorns on the road what lovely path
Got no soul so i never talk back

Lеt me breathe again i said it’s finе
If i let these thoughts
Run through my mind
But we both know that isn’t true
And can't i stop loving you
It hurts, it hurts but i’m sure
This pain’s way overdue
(this pain’s way overdue)
(overdue)

[Chorus]
I feel obligated to exist
Ion count any dollars but i count up sins
She took my heart then gave it a twist
But it turnt out i might be a masochist

I should take time
Like a rewind
Wanna know who i am?
Gotta deep dive
Then realign
Cause there ain’t no steady pattern
Listen to the rain
It doesn’t always pitter-patter