[Lyric] Matter of Trust (Kate Faust)

No matter what I say I always feel I give myself away
And everywhere I go I always wish that I was somewhere else
I get a leg up on you but then I'm two steps back
I can't observe myself without observing what I lack
All these untruths start tearing me open
Spinning me in all directions

It's a matter of trust
It's a matter of intuition
It's a matter of trust
Letting go of your inhibition
If you gotta believe in someone, know yourself

I feel a shift but then it all starts to break down
And I forget about the silver lining to thе clouds
I refuse to beliеve what is in front of me
A life that doesn't fit what I think it ought to be
I'm getting tired of swimming upstream
It's time to let the tide take me

Don't you forget all the things you said you knew to be true
Let it ride, don't you see?
That it's the endless tide of all our history
Don't chase it, don't run
You've got to believe you'll know when your time has come
It's a matter of trust