[Lyric] May (Que Karlell)

Verse 1:
Neglected fucking feelings
The shit I been fucking dealing
I got demons, I got reapers
I got gods tryin to get me
Lost my fucking place
Another eviction notice
Stack it on a rack of page
Set it on a map of sage
Light it watch my home burn
I got a fucking curse
And no one believes me
I can’t die
You talk about how have you tried
But I was 14 sticking a gun to my head
Baby mama always calling again
Throwing my phone at the wall
I don't a message from a friend
I need this fucking pain to end

Bridge/Chorus:
Soulless nearly hopeless
Broken when I'm fucking smokeless
I walking down a road to my condolence
I focused all of my notice and all the drugs and diagnosis
I don’t own a gun cause id fucking blow it
Eh
Verse 2:
Follow me like a snitch to a gangster
I got these demons they come out on paper
So when I am writing the reapers my danger
And the memory I have really haunted me later
I know I will never be one of the majors
I smoke my shame up with a joint of some savor
I wish I was normal, not a convict or tweaker
Just to be stable, i always smoke reefer
I smoke as much as you wear your sneakers
I’m not proud of it but boy I need it
Smoke in the day, smoke in the night
I am like smoking like all of the time
Like really my sober is being high
And when I’m not yo I’m never fucking feeling right
Ya that's honest
Yo I'm never feeling right
I'm never fucking feeling right