[Lyric] Maybe Is A Curse (Barker-Bennett)

Up ahead I see the blue
Below me there’s just dirt
Even when I am just smiling
I can feel the hurt

Once again I test the water
I’m baptized in this blue
I doubt the things I now know
I question all I knew

Maybe I should struggle
Maybe I should climb
Maybe it’s just all things
Tend to have their time

Maybe I should hesitate
Maybe I will find
It’s really just this anger
Been making me so blind

All around me expectations
Inside a muffled prayer
I’ve lost the sense of self
That used to root me here
Once I’m being tested
But it’s graded as pass/fail
Have I finally fallen prey to
The hellhounds on my trail?

Maybe I should stand up straight
Maybe stop the pain
Maybe I just need to learn
Some personal restraint

Maybe I’ll remember
And finally just confess
If I could just learn to see
Through all this darkness

Up above I see a blue sky
Moving slowly into view
Although I’ve questioned everything
I know just what to do