[Lyric] Mean (Lily Kincade)

[Verse 1]
Staring at myself naked, can't embrace it
Gettin' frustrated, with the hatin'
On myself, I hate hatin myself

I know it's selfish of me to be holding up the line
There's like twenty people waiting but I need the extra time
To look at myself in the mirror
Bend down once or twice
Say something that's not very nice
And then cry

Oh, why do I do this?
I leave feeling useless
What is it provin?
When I keep abusin my words
Til it hurts
Need to learn

[Chorus]
Why am I so fuckin mean to me?
What happenеd to my self-esteem?
I need to know the rеason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me
Mean to me

[Verse 2]
Wish I could see in me what they see
Vision's hazy, haven't eaten lately
Wondering if anybody is ever gonna love me
Going crazy, just
I can't even love me
How will someone wanna touch me?

Just when I think I'm finally over this I put my heart out
Only to get it hurt again
Deservin it, this time it sucks
Never feelin enough for love

[Chorus]
Why am I so fuckin mean to me?
Why am I so fuckin mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me
Mean to me

[Bridge]
When I get older, will I get wiser?
When I get older, will I get nicer?
Look at my reflection and say that I like her?
Instead of being fuckin mean to me
I would have some self-esteem
Instead of being so mean

[Chorus]
Why am I so fuckin mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me
Mean to me
[Outro]
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so fuckin (mean)
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean
I'm so fuckin mean