[Lyric] Memories (Nathan Ruins His Future)

[Intro]
Do you ever think about what it means to be yourself when you hate what you've done? Scared that the next time you'll make the same mistakes?
Do you believe in God? Do you think He wanted you to fuck it all up?
Do you spend hours a day, wasting your life? Was it worth it?
Are you happy?
Do you cry?

[Verse 1]
I think it's been too long from myself
Trophies in my room I didn't win, lining my shelf
Posters I see, but don't think about
Lines on my windows keeping the sun out
All I have are memories
And I keep losing those too
Stained with dirt
Remembering's gotta hurt
Not enough time to think
Too much thinking to imagine

[Verse 2]
I still remember that boy was playing
Back on the woodchips, iron suits imaginating
What if he could run away from that school
Into the field
Glistening
Laughing
Stand up straight