[Lyric] Mental Portriat of Internal Rain (Illosopher)

[Verse]
Practiced talking points wither wayward to uncharted tides
Where paying your oblige increases interactions towards timely kind kin
Understanding operations within unhinged pleasing-tons
Its the multi-faceted persona granting silver-plated access to high level toners
Setting baseline buyers to act out on impulse, such a fraught foe, facing unmeasurable
Impositions; the repeated intellect fallacies drowning out the scene
Singing the praises of false prophets, bought to recite the conceited values of the lie
The natural responses of strife route out the good times
Please lead me the way to the glass slipper story
Desperate for jovial optimism, reminiscing for childhood innocence
I guess its never been the same since a change in perspective
A change in maturity, a change in atitude
The change has never been the same
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I’m in the mood for love; expressing blank facades to fallen angels
The repeated repertoire inside the unconsoled cavity of my heart
Time ticking down to an existential bomb
Before I begin to falter God grant me hope
Grant me a connection to one I could hold
Clear my conscious, clear my judgement, clear my thoughts, clear my mind
I’m stuck in the rain bogged down by perpetual isolation time
The never ending grind of monotony pushing me into limbo
A crisis in mood, never feeling content, never feeling truly happy
The music that once brought me comfort
The films that warmed my heart were taken in a flash
A figurative portrait of standing in the pouring rain
As I’m sat here losing my prized possession of patience
Waiting for my Before Sunrise moment that is never coming
Nothing I can do as there ain’t no holiday
To take me away