[Lyric] Mess (Mikayla Menzies)

Verse 1
No one ever really knows when I’m aching
Cause I keep in all in my head
Dancing around at this party
When I barely made it out of bed

Pre-Chorus
My insides scream, love me, love me
But I’ve got nobody, body
I need somebody to want me
So I can feel something

Chorus
Cause you left and I’ve been a mess
I’m tryna forget by being reckless
Cause you’re the best thing
That I lost and I’ve been breaking, medicating
Since you left, I’ve been
I’ve been a mess

Verse 2
I’m trying to make conversation
Nobody here knows I’m in pain
Or that I left flowers by a rock that
Carved in all grey, says your name
Pre-Chorus
My insides scream, love me, love me
But I’ve got nobody, body
I’ll drink way too much at this party
So I can feel nothing

Chorus

Bridge
Rum and coke in hand, tryna forget
I said I’d never smoke cigarettes
I couldn’t keep that promise
Cause you left, I’m a mess
Bottle in hand, it’s a blur
I hear your voice in my head
I should stop but I can’t
Cause you left, I’m a mess

Chorus
Cause you left and I've been a mess
I'm tryna forget by being reckless
You're the best thing, that I lost and
I've been breaking, medicating
Since you left I've been, been a mess
Since you left, I've been, been a mess