[Lyric] Messed Up Generation (Zhan FU)

[Verse 1]
Bleach my hair and I pierced my nose
Got tattoos over buying clothes
I need to make more modifications
To my looks and to my situation
Tried to take all this medication
To feel like I’m not a part of this generation
I need attention for my soul
But can’t talk, can’t walk, wish my heart was cold
Is it so hard to see that I can’t be
Can’t be what people want me to be
Yeah I feel so alone, so afraid and
I don’t even know where I should go
My only company is the ashes
Of all the cigarettes I just smoked
The purest form of us all is when we
All end up as a smoke

[Chorus]
I don´t wanna be herе any-
More than you do
Cuz all I see are shadows calling
What if they arе true
Help me clear my mind cuz I can't
Do it on my own
Standing in the shadows
All is broken but my bones
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wonder if it’s all is worth it
Sometimes I feel like my faith is lost
I´m sitting here, writing all of these letters
But second-guessing, at what cost
And now my mind’s killing me slowly
Creations made by my restless nights
I’m like a clown balancing on a fishline
I will fall off and then join the northern lights
So here I am on the edge of a building
So high up I’m afraid to look down
A building I have built by myself
Cuz I’m the creator of this town
This place is built up of concrete pillars
Of all my previous doubts
Yeah my city is in my mind
And this ghost town is freaking me out

[Chorus]
I don´t wanna be here any-
More than you do
Cuz all I see are shadows calling
What if they are true
Help me clear my mind cuz I can't
Do it on my own
Standing in the shadows
All is broken but my bones