[Lyric] Mewtwo (The Marvelous Outsiders)

[Verse: Ryan Art]
Feeling like Mewtwo
What am I even here fo'?
I just wanna steer clear of
The questions that are half-full
But why tho' when so many aren’t given the option
Do we find hope in the problems;
Or ghosts in our closet
But there’s no strings up on me
Whether I’m Ultron or Tony
I’m still feeling phony
If the weight of the world ain’t on me
I just can’t take a moment; I’m lost in the doses
A hunnid and I’m off it
Reality is potent

So I just keep on po'ing till the memories are moments
Till the why’s are not important
Till my i’s are gone and dotted
Till I’ve lost all that I’ve gotten
It’s not simple as just stopping
If it’s wired in the part of the brain that stops the sobbing
But I’m trying and I’m going to the classes in the morning
Like my life is on the line because you are so important
Ah

But it’s hard to stop the voices
When I’m feelin' so devoid of
Feeling any reason not to feel like
Peripheral noises

[Chorus: Ryan Art]
But
I’m still beaming
Surface of the sun, I’m steaming
I just do it for fun, I'm fiendin'
For a fix of the rush, I feel like I’m dreaming
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming

[Verse: Ryan Art]
Hits of the poison
Make me feel like I’m something
Till you find I’ve done nothing
But you smile and you shush me
And remind me why you love me
And I wake up feelin' heated
And you’re next to me sleeping
But I don't know if you’re reaction is reality or dreaming
Scheming on another day
Another round and seething
Only shoot whiskey on the weekends
And it’s been a minute since I’ve found a reason
To crack open another bottle early on a lonely Thursday evening
Believe me
I waited fifteen minutes between thinking and instinctually reaching for my phone to see if you had even had a moment of weakness remembering the meaning of the words that you said every time that you’d see me

But I remember it isn’t a dream
My nightmare’s causing a scene
Arms race is killing our teens
Freedom ain’t feeling so free
It’s been a minute since a minute’s felt like a minute lately
And I’m lost in my dreams
Lost in a feeling of floating at sea
Swallowing water and starting to sink down down down deep

[Chorus: Ryan Art]
But
I’m still beaming
Surface of the sun, I’m steaming
I just do it for fun, I'm fiendin
For a fix of the rush, I feel like I’m dreaming
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming (I feel like I’m dreaming)
I’m dreaming