[Verse 1]
I don’t really know what I want to talk about
I don’t really know what I want to share out load
The road is blocked except it’s not because I just jot this thought and that thought
I don’t get caught
I slaughter the beat
Until there’s something I meet that needs to seep out
And I don’t doubt it’ll come out
But be proud
What you found
And stay ground
Don’t drown
Turn that frown upside down
Put on your crown and go to town
Don’t take it face down
Just rock with the sound
At midnight my brain likes to fight
It’s decides now is just right
Doesn’t matter I need to sleep tonight
So I go sit and write
Try not to bite my lip off
Or chew my head off
My ability is sliding off
I feel as useless as a moth aiming for the sun
How long until I’m done and reach for the gun
For right now I’m having fun and if one day I won that day will be none
[Verse 2]
My back breaking from two tons of responsibilitiеs I took it all because I beliеved I had the ability
But silly me
Oh gee
It turns out they did not feed
They breed and leave me
Make us believe it’s me
But it’s you
And only if I knew
But I was a kid what was I supposed to do
How about my two, three half sisters
We’re just quitters
Their just hitters
This shit is giving me the jitters and it’s bitter sweet because the people that know me
Probably don’t realize how lonely I really am
Caught up in this plan to ascend so I can suspend the disbelief because this would have helped me
When my heart was exploding
Decoding
All of my family eroding
A coating of lie with a sprinkle of truth
Ah just what I’m used to
Isn’t that what you used to do
Or am I lying to them too
Oh you believe me now
Try again
Thank you heaven for letting me in
After committing this sin
I win
I don’t really know what I want to talk about
I don’t really know what I want to share out load
The road is blocked except it’s not because I just jot this thought and that thought
I don’t get caught
I slaughter the beat
Until there’s something I meet that needs to seep out
And I don’t doubt it’ll come out
But be proud
What you found
And stay ground
Don’t drown
Turn that frown upside down
Put on your crown and go to town
Don’t take it face down
Just rock with the sound
At midnight my brain likes to fight
It’s decides now is just right
Doesn’t matter I need to sleep tonight
So I go sit and write
Try not to bite my lip off
Or chew my head off
My ability is sliding off
I feel as useless as a moth aiming for the sun
How long until I’m done and reach for the gun
For right now I’m having fun and if one day I won that day will be none
[Verse 2]
My back breaking from two tons of responsibilitiеs I took it all because I beliеved I had the ability
But silly me
Oh gee
It turns out they did not feed
They breed and leave me
Make us believe it’s me
But it’s you
And only if I knew
But I was a kid what was I supposed to do
How about my two, three half sisters
We’re just quitters
Their just hitters
This shit is giving me the jitters and it’s bitter sweet because the people that know me
Probably don’t realize how lonely I really am
Caught up in this plan to ascend so I can suspend the disbelief because this would have helped me
When my heart was exploding
Decoding
All of my family eroding
A coating of lie with a sprinkle of truth
Ah just what I’m used to
Isn’t that what you used to do
Or am I lying to them too
Oh you believe me now
Try again
Thank you heaven for letting me in
After committing this sin
I win
( Nick Kopel )
www.ChordsAZ.com