[Verse]
Imagine being alone on a hilltop
In the afternoon after school just to make a quick chill stop
Right in front of the ocean
Just sit there for a moment
Then you let out your emotions
Because your head's in commotion
Well, that's me
My name is Moses and I'm 18 but it don't feel like I am
Man I feel like I'm Peter Pan because I will never ever be a man
At least not the man that they want me to be
I'm not gonna force my masculinity
Uhhh... oh sorry, I have ADD
Or ADHD, I forget
Either way there's something wrong with my head
People shoo it like a rat or a pest
But It's my superpower and it's the best
Doctors tried to put me onto some meds
But that's a fancy way of saying I'm less
I slowly started turning into a mess
And I wasn't myself and I was less confident in the things that I do
Somebody help me I'm feeling confused
Anxiety started packing and stacking
I see people pass and I try to look happy but really I'm flushed
Doctor says I need somebody to trust
Someone supportive who I can reciprocate
We ever struggled then we would just get it straight
They had me looking for love
But no luck
I put that ambition right back on the shelf
I mean I like being alone but sometimes I just need somebody else
But how can I love someone else If in reality I don't even love myself?
That's a good question so Imma do me and do it well
Like come on, put away the bong
Take a pencil Imma teach you how to write a song
There's no right or wrong if it makes sense to you and it's how you wanna sound all along
Anything can happen
I set goals for myself and made a hattrick
I make the magic my colors matching, yeah hey
I could mess around and teach you how to do a backflip
Call me Aladdin, who is Abu?
That could really only be my homie Saliou
My partner in crime bro we taking over
We got the whole squad and the team on our shoulders
Ain't nobody out there more skilled then us
It's evident bro we proved enough
Don't be so tight all the time just get back in line
Calm down while you loosen up, for real
Everybody's always messing with me
I can't wait to leave school and forever be free
I can't catch a break around here
So how can I expect them to give me a freebie
What goes around comes around? Not for me
I don't boomerang back, you throwing a Frisbee
I look like I don't have a lesson to tech
But these are just the misconceptions of me
Imagine being alone on a hilltop
In the afternoon after school just to make a quick chill stop
Right in front of the ocean
Just sit there for a moment
Then you let out your emotions
Because your head's in commotion
Well, that's me
My name is Moses and I'm 18 but it don't feel like I am
Man I feel like I'm Peter Pan because I will never ever be a man
At least not the man that they want me to be
I'm not gonna force my masculinity
Uhhh... oh sorry, I have ADD
Or ADHD, I forget
Either way there's something wrong with my head
People shoo it like a rat or a pest
But It's my superpower and it's the best
Doctors tried to put me onto some meds
But that's a fancy way of saying I'm less
I slowly started turning into a mess
And I wasn't myself and I was less confident in the things that I do
Somebody help me I'm feeling confused
Anxiety started packing and stacking
I see people pass and I try to look happy but really I'm flushed
Doctor says I need somebody to trust
Someone supportive who I can reciprocate
We ever struggled then we would just get it straight
They had me looking for love
But no luck
I put that ambition right back on the shelf
I mean I like being alone but sometimes I just need somebody else
But how can I love someone else If in reality I don't even love myself?
That's a good question so Imma do me and do it well
Like come on, put away the bong
Take a pencil Imma teach you how to write a song
There's no right or wrong if it makes sense to you and it's how you wanna sound all along
Anything can happen
I set goals for myself and made a hattrick
I make the magic my colors matching, yeah hey
I could mess around and teach you how to do a backflip
Call me Aladdin, who is Abu?
That could really only be my homie Saliou
My partner in crime bro we taking over
We got the whole squad and the team on our shoulders
Ain't nobody out there more skilled then us
It's evident bro we proved enough
Don't be so tight all the time just get back in line
Calm down while you loosen up, for real
Everybody's always messing with me
I can't wait to leave school and forever be free
I can't catch a break around here
So how can I expect them to give me a freebie
What goes around comes around? Not for me
I don't boomerang back, you throwing a Frisbee
I look like I don't have a lesson to tech
But these are just the misconceptions of me
( NZanZu )
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