[Lyric] Misunderstood (Tk Khumalo 69)

[Intro]
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[Verse:1]
If love is real why everybody fake it
If drugs don't heal why everybody take it
People say happiness comes in time
Time I don’t own
People treat me like a machine
I'm human too
Say things like I got no feelings
I got emotions too
I've been fightin’ depression since I was 11
Funny how a demon made me feel like am in Heaven
I've been dealing with fake friends something I can't stand
Time ticking I don't know how long
I have to live
I keep my heard high еven when am feeling low
Still broke, it's hard to gеt some sleep
When you want to flow
I don't want your pity
I don't want your dollar bills
Still shedding a tear everyday
I'm dealing with hurt
Tried committing suicide that didn’t even work
Put a gun on my head
Click, click, pow, forgot the gun was on safety
Other night I had a conversation with the devil
Came in my dreams showing off his golden blaze’s
He told me if I followed him I would have a big home
Why you reaching out your hand cause you letting me down
I'm still coughing water from when you letting me down
I thank the Lord cause he let me see the real in Him
Funny how my dreams and nightmares have the same people
In them
YEAH
[Hook]
Ya, tell me how you feeling my nigga
I’m feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga
Ya, tell me how you feeling my nigga
I'm feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga

[Verse:2]
Look, I'm only 14 but this world is getting though
I try to do my best but it isn't enough
I’ve been keeping it to myself
Cause it hard to open up
But my dad it's okay
It's part of growing up
He like to swallow your heart
Man this is kinda hard to swallow
My heart is in a million pieces
I don't know which piece to swallow
Don't you know there is
Hell in hello
Good in goodbye
It's hard to find love when you have a lost mind
Everyday its a different fight
Wish I can die so I can live a different life
You say you love me but am still not sure
I've been battling with depression since I was 11
And all I want is everything and that my confession
When I pass away please don't say you cared for me
Cause when I needed you, you weren't there for me
If there was no happiness, there will be no rain
So I thank God with my hands on the sky
Cause you could lose everything in a blink of an eye
People say God put us on Earth so we can die
That's like we drink water so our bodies can cry
Nobody ever listen to a nigga
I'm just sweet to the beat I made it blush
I've been working so hard like a slave
I'm not done yet cause, I haven't had fun yet
[Hook: Outro]
Ya, tell me how you feeling my nigga
I'm feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga
Ya, tell me how you feeling my nigga
I'm feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga