[Lyric] Moments (Oliver Walker)

[Verse]
Homeschooled, I taught everything to myself
On my own, nobody ever gave me help
I was lost, now I’ve found the light again
Two sips, oh fuck I think I’m drunk again

My dad, he helped me build the studio
10/10, could’ve called it Rodeo
Meta Jokes, something she ain’t never get
It’s my bad, she only ever wanted sex

She a bitch, she always on her fucking phone
When I’m with the homies when I feel the most alone
What’s around thе corner? I don’t think I’ll ever know
All I know is first gradе is gonna take a toll

I’ve been writing for a year tryna make it perfect
This whole tape is for the tracks that I ain’t think were worth it
I tried to write it down, all the shit I’m learning
Said she wanna get together but this shit ain’t working
Playing Mario, this odyssey, inspiring me
Tells a story, like the war between the birds and bees
I’m a hobbit, In my hole, imma hideaway
Until the time has come until I got some shit to say

I ain’t no hip guy, making all these party tracks
I’m just a young kid tryna make a couple racks
Tryna tell some stories, tryna tell the right from wrong
Tryna make it home, tell my mom I won’t be long

I know that it’s a lie, I ain’t make it back
This whole world on my shoulders but the strength I lack
If I could do it, then I would, you know that’s true
If I was famous, I probably never talk to you

I need my own space, just gotta disappear
I hope the stories that I tell, make you shed some tears
Make you laugh so loud, that your momma hears
And then she joins in, tell her go and grab some beers

Can we take a break for a minute?
Let me show you how I’m living
Show you when my bitch is livid
I don’t wanna talk in lyrics
Let me tell you how I’m feeling
Like, please
Hand on my heart, heart on my sleeve
Praying to god, weak in the knees
Shit like a ghost, I never see
Smoking that gas, rolling them trees
(Haha)

Spend a couple thousand on a happy home
Used to have a lot of friends, now I’m all alone
Blood on the leaves I think we see it now
Heart on my sleeve, that’s where I wear it now

I swear I was on my way, I was stuck in traffic
My bed is where I lay, that’s why it’s called a casket
Wish I could move past it and bury the hatchet
I've been scared to spit my truth cause I can hear em laughing

Now that fear is passing, cause my eyes have opened
I see the world how it is, not how I had hoped it
Would be, heart on my sleeve, I get that tatted there
Heart on my sleeve, I know she doesn’t care

I know you testing me
Depression got the best of me
Floating like a shipwreck
I've been drowning in a sea
Let me take a minute
Let me catch my breath
These people driving me insane
I swear there’s nothing left

Her love acidic, it’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever known
I take another, what's in this? And then I start to float
That’s why I hate tomorrow cause I swear you never know
When it’s your time to go

I looked inside the box, you gave me
Just an empty box
I swear this life is just a list of people
That I’ve lost
Feel like a lion in a cage my head is spinning fast
Hopped inside the cab, watching every moment pass

[Outro]
I don't wanna die yeah
I don't wanna die yeah
And all the lyrics I sing
All the happiness they bring
I don't believe in God

I don't wanna die yeah
I don't wanna die yeah
And all the lyrics I sing
All the happiness they bring
I don't believe in God
No, I don't believe